A pain deep within

"How long am I supposed to cry for this mistake of my life and when is the suffering going to end? Was trusting a person blindly such a big fault of mine that even after two years I cant wipe the reference of it from my life...Once a dream has become a nightmare for me now..A guy walks up to you, makes u happy , cares you, makes promises of being together,makes you feel like a princess and then one day u realize it was all a lie.. Every sec was a drama of which unknowingly U were a part", cried my friend in front of me... I felt so helpless..She wasn't ready to cheer up although I tried a lot. I have many a times watched her silently cry whenever this reference has come up. Perhaps I wont understand her pain.

But...I want to say her a few things.. hope you read this and understand... Coz the faster you do the better for U

" U will suffer only till U want to..why should you cry for a wrong doing of another person..There are millions of people on Earth and each person has a different personality.. Remember the good ones and take lesson from the wrong ones and move on.. Only one Life and lots of things to do. Help the less fortunate, it gives immense pleasure, make friends, make new dreams and achieve them.. and always remember come what may God and your parents are always there with you.. they will never let anything wrong to happen with U.. Keep smiling, You are precious,realize your worth and never let yourself be hurt "

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